I feel so ill with myself,
I feel I’ve done wrong,
I sit at me window,
Watch the world go on…
People say I’m stuck in the past,
They have put out their arms,
Tried to reach me…
But it always seem to fail…
I’ve seen the snow,
Coat the world a million times,
Make it all new,
Make it a human’s charm…
I wish, I pray, I beg
It would do the same for me,
But never did it happen,
Till the day I was 33…
I was on the television that day,
For having a crash,
an accident they say,
Only whiplash…
I kind off remember these blue and red lights,
A crowd of people, Cameras flashing,
Paramedics holding me tight…
I remember I smiled, I felt so at peace..
I know I went to sleep, I was so cold,
I wished, I prayed, I begged,
And the snow did cover me…
