Fate

Day by day I live my life in anger
hating every single moment
Who are these other people these strangers,
who I don't know yet Dislike
To myself- I am a danger
having urges to fight
Unable to stay away from a razor

But why am I like this I'm pure
I guess not anymore after all this pain Ive endured

but I guess it was meant to be
god gave what he gave me

but I made the least of it
I failed my plan
why did this have to happen is what I don't understand
I may have fallen but I still stand
I will not let anything bring me down
Instead I will tackle them to the ground

My life is the car and I'm the driver
As I take this bumpy rugged road
there are so many things I come across
too many paths signs and distractions sometimes I wish my engine would just explode
I don't no the directions to my destination, I'm lost
but I keep gong at all costs
Not too slow Not too fast

but at times I don't know if i can last
When I loose all Faith
thats when I run out of gas
but then I feel his amazing grace
and the support from others
lift me out of this place
from people like Friends brothers and mothers

So I keep on with this ride
how it is, is for me to decide
for only good I want to anticipate
but I don't know what exactly is to come all I can do is wait
your life is your plane you are the pilot so go on and fly
your the one behind the wheel u steer your own fate