[intro - verse 1]
The marks of hate, they still remain
The pain still ventures in my body, in my flowing veins
It pumps slowly and swells in my ears.
My soul is burning and is stopping me from speaking..
[bridge]
The cross, the nails, the crown, the humiliation and the love
There is nothing to describe the sensation of the sparrow as they peck away
At my decaying flesh, I have bled enough but still I hang here…
The HATE, there is nothing to describe myself.
[chorus]
Hesitating to scream, pleading not to cry – the eyes that watch mock me,
Tied down, nailed down, forced down onto a wooden cross
The hands that touch loathe me and their touch burns into my skin,
burns into my memory, my heart and my feelings…
[verse 2]
Shaving away the skin, pealing me apart,
Opening me and I’m afraid what will show,
The burning continues, but I don’t feel it, I can’t feel anything.
Respect is nothing more then an expendable document,
It’s nothing more then a simplistic lie.
[verse 3]
Tragic accidents are cause by echoing voices, by hands that pull
I fell into my own self-assembled pit –
My own darkness and hate blinded me, hindered me.
Do you believe in anything?
[verse 4]
A foolish day, time, second to trust a friend, a companion
A kiss of death on my warm cheek, a touch so electrifying,
I can still feel to my dismay, the coldness of those lips,
That plucked my life away. Sucked up my soul, devoured my heart.
[chorus]
Hesitating to scream, pleading not to cry – the eyes that watch mock me,
Tied down, nailed down, forced down onto a wooden cross
The hands that touch loathe me and their touch burns into my skin,
burns into my memory, my heart and my feelings…
[verse 5]
Open, split, cracked to you all, the bread of my body is decaying
The bugs swim desperately in the red wine,
My blood and they drown after a struggle for life.
The satisfaction of hate, portrays me… loath me world for I am your saviour.
I am your redeemer, I am you hater… a foe too hard to kill.
[verse 6]
I am a leech, that will suck until nothing else exists, comprise me in a jar.
Conspire against me, hate me, try your hardest to deny my relevance.
All you increasing population will fall, a fraud is not a consolation and a heart will bring no help… a punishment will configure.
[verse 7]
Slipping into a residential coma, falling into a reconsidered darkness, flowing in a brutal space. Look god I have no place… to run to.
Pleasing a cause that is smiling into a recollected, reconnected hell…
[chorus - modified]
Hesitating to scream, but needing to for the pain that is swelling, burning its excruciating…. Kill me now, for I have bled enough…I am worthy of death…
Forsaken by you all, commended mutinous, serving as valid slaves, as death draws near….
[verse 8]
I Scream, I cry and droplets rise flowers around me, although it is not enough and although some people see and are enlightened, it is not enough..
For I have been forsaken, tainted and trimmed of all humanity, I hang lifeless and limp, and my cries echo causing accidents and my hands pull causing pain..
My mutated heart calls to them all but never reaches, never reacts and never can I love again…
[chorus]
Hesitating to scream, pleading not to cry – the eyes that watch mock me,
Tied down, nailed down, forced down onto a wooden cross
The hands that touch loathe me and their touch burns into my skin,
burns into my memory, my heart and my feelings…
[end]
Nothing can change the scapegoats in the world… do you believe in anything?
