Its All I Ask

by unknown   Dec 20, 2004


Why do I feel so empty?
Why do I just sit somewhere and stare?
On a cold bench, on a hard stone
Why does the wind beat me?

Why does the sun burn my skin?
Am I the person you want to hit?
These things, I\'m sitting here looking in your eyes
See your lips curve into a mocking, cruel smile...

I know that face, I know that sound, I hate this feeling
The feeling that makes me want to fall, want to beg...
The sadness on my face, I know its there...
Your grin widens and all I can do is not be there…

I\'m not me, I\'m not in the body your about to hit,
I\'m behind a wall, forever safe, I can\'t fall…
I won\'t tell, I swear I wont, you got to trust me…
I\'m very good, I won\'t be bad and I promise you that,
Just please, I\'m hurting, don’t do that…

Am I wrong to want your love?
Am I bad to be so sad?
The people tell me I\'m just a fool that I\'m to trusting, I\'ve lost it all…
I try so hard to push you out, but I\'m worthless, aren\'t I?
I cant do that, without you, you’ve told me I\'m just a thing...
An it, a nothing, the biggest sin…

Why do I still cry when you do this?
I said, I promised you last time I would not beg,
But whenever it happens I\'m really bad…
I know that and I\'m so sorry, please don’t hurt me…

The punishments, am I getting some more tonight?
Have I forgotten the bread or not polished your shoes?
My heads all mixed up, I forgot it all, I\'m so sorry I\'m bad...
Forgive and forget? Please I don’t want you mad...

Can I have you at my funeral, I was really disobedient, i wont be again
I know I was wrong and for that you got cross...
You didn’t mean the knife, did you?
I know you still love me, that is all I need
Please forgive me for what I did,
I’m cold without your love,
I’m lonely with out your voice,
please just call me \'your love\'....

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