What might be

These feelings inside,
You can't understand.
These things that i do,
The scares left by my hand.

The questions you ask,
They are prying so deep.
Some times i just wish
I could take the long sleep

My only way out
Of this saddened life,
Isn't so peacful
But with a jagged knife

The blood has collected
On my sliced open wrist
Like water on a window
After an afternoon mist

My body has become lifeless
As the blood puddles on the floor.
I collapse on the bed
As you open the door.

You start to panic
But it is to late
I'm sorry to say mother
But this is my fate

You thought I was happy
But you couldn't see
the anger and depression
That possesses me

The coroner came
And took me away
You sat on the stairs
Think it wasn't my day

You looked at the blood
Which had stained my sheets
You straightened it a little
But nothing made it look neat

You cried in the arms
Of my dad that night
You loved me so much
How could this be right?

You'll probably never understnad
Why I took my life
All that you kno
It happened with a knife

I love you forever
Thats all I can say
This may foresee
What will happen someday