Tonight I End The Pain

With tears burying my face,
i have my lights dimmed and candles lit,
I hold this gun in trembling hands,
with one pull of the trigger, I am going to let the bullet hit.

I keep pulling for happiness and faith
but it fades away like everyone's help.
when i tell you that "I'm okay" that I am lying?
All of this sh*t just explodes within myself.

It's time to end the pain so uncontrollable
forever now, i can let go of the pain inside of me.
I can't hold on and feel like i do,
it is time to set that burning soul free.

Now it's time to lie down for permanent sleep,
I pull the trigger, I, no longer in pain or doubts.
I thought I could fight the pain- i was so wrong,
for tonight, I am taking the cowards way out.

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