For to long Ive held in this pain
And told everyone close to me I'm OK
For to long Ive hidden my true feelings
Hoping that one day it will all go away
I was once a happy kid
But those days are long sense gone
I no longer remember what happiness is like
Ive been in so much pain for far to long
Don't try to ask me whats wrong
Its to hard for me to explain
The only thing that I could tell you
Is that I'm in to much pain
I don't know how this all started
Nor where this pain came from
I want all of this to go away
But I cant seem to change what Ive become
I don't like to tell others how I feel
They will probably think its a lie
I want to tell you all how I fell
But I cant find the words no matter how hard I try
