As the world goes by i think to myself
when will it stop
the pain bundled up inside
the hurt he caused me
the life I've turned to
i want it back
the way it used to be
before i did all they bad things
i don't want to cut
and i want to eat
and so do you
you say you care
and you love me too
but why haven't you stepped up
to help me through
i want me back
before i found blood
and a relief
and before i stopped eating
for comfort
and before i carried a gun
for protection
i try and try
but the pain comes back
who will help me
who will be there
i cry myself to sleep every night
and dream of a new me
nothing comes true
and i continue to lose
i wake myself every night to blood
i found out i sleep cut
what next
i need help before I'm dead
i have so much more that i look forward to
but i wont get the chance
if i continue
come join my boat
of nothingness
come join my heart ache
of lost love
i need someone
before i go
i don't want die
yet i continue this
