Why Couldn't That Be Me

Lost and alone
empty and confused
tears fall from my eyes
again I was just used

did you think it was funny
were you laughing hard inside
knowing that you hurt me
knowing that over you I cried

do you care that I love you
and I want to be with you
would it have all worked out
if you weren't with her too

I'm tired of your lies
and trying to make you really care
why can't you just be with me
why couldn't you just be there

it's so hard to be me
sitting right beside you
knowing that its her you're thinking of
I just don't know what to do

looking at you across the room
watching you and her together
you giving her promises
telling her you'll love her forever

I can't help but think
why couldn't that be me
I'd do anything for another chance
but I don't know how to make you see