Darkness shadows my every step
Whispers calling for my death
Angry words
And hateful glares
Miss me if you really care
No more drinking
No more lies
One last pill to erase my cries
No more sadness
No more scars
I no longer reach for shooting stars
No more madness
No more blades
Why can't I just get through a day?
No more blood
No more tears
I'm sick of living in this fear
So with these words I lay awake
Watching myself slip away
Reaching out I could not do
Apologies are all I have for you
You can't understand
And never will
Life just sucked
And I couldn't deal
Don't listen to what your conscious says
Its not your fault
And what difference would it make either way?
Don't drown in grief
I've been dead a long time
Floating upon a leaf
with out a spine
My physical self was just left behind
And now it's caught up
And I've crossed the line
You might not think this but its for the better
And I leave this poem instead of a letter
I whisper I love you
During my last breath
Just then I feel a wave of regret
I've made a mistake
I wish I could erase
But whats done is done
And my time is almost gone
My eyelids flutter
And I love you is all that i can mutter.
