My forever love

Today i said goodbye
today i walked away
left you in the ruins
to keep my mind at bay

i know I'll cry a river
it'll flow right through my heart
i hope that you can know
i love you so so much

i didn't mean to hurt you
even though it is my fault
i wish to be forgiven
but not to be forgot

tomorrow another will hold me
but not love me like you do
i wish i could have touched
even looked right at you

i know this sounds so stupid
that I'm writing about love
the love i left behind
the memory of a dove

i see the print on the screen
black and mesmerizing
feel it rushing through my veins
now it's hypnotizing

and as i hear them calling
driving me insane
i will have to leave you here
the computer's where you'll stay.

to a boy i love very much but had to leave behind.i will never forget him. xoxo