Dear santa

Dear Santa,
i hope you get this,
my letter and my wish list.
If you hear me,
just listen,
to what i want,
for Christmas.

I'm not looking for any jewelry
though it would be nice to have jewelry,
but it's not my desire,
to have topaz or sapphire.

nice clothes will not soothe me,
no not fubu or Gucci
baby phat nor apple bottom
air force one's, already got them

stiletto hills, leather boots,
phat farm shoes, they'll be no use.
to what i need, what will heal my wounds.

i just want to feel trusted because right now i feel disgusted.
but these vibes don't come from my friends.
sometimes i wish i was related to them.

but the static comes from my family
the ones who say they love me.
can't trust me as far as they throw
they act like they don't even know me.

so when you put the gifts under the tree,
please Santa don't forget about me.
i need more than one box to fulfill my needs.

a small box with a seed of trust for now will do.

but i need full grown love to make it through.