BreAthiNG

Stepping away,
Taking a breath.
Hoping these changes,
Won’t lead to my smile’s death.
Starting new isn’t the fear,
But it’s the letting go…
I am worried of forgetting the faces,
Forgetting the life I did know.
This place in my heart,
Can be filled with joy.
But I can only hold the things I need,
The other’s I must deploy.
Like a could…
In the sky,
Going and going,
Never wondering why.
But when I pause,
And when I think,
The feelings and the questions,
Start to sink…
Into my head and heart.
It’s hard to breath,
And not to fall apart.
Confusion takes over,
Not knowing whether…
It’s bad of good,
What can I do?
Sometimes life is so misunderstood.
But in the end,
All will work out…
Because we can not,
Live with doubt.