Why?

This is another poem by my friend reigan.

why do i feel so dark
when everyday there's sun?

why do i feel so alone
when around me is everyone?

why do i feel so much pain
when a smile is all i wear?

why do i feel so hopeless
when people say they care?

why do i hide my scars
when help is when i need?

why do i cry when I'm mad
why do i choose to bleed?

why do i choose to fall
when I'm hanging my a thread?

why do i decide to stay
when I'd rather be happy dead?

why when i feel low
i manage to say I'm fine?

why do i keep my secrets locked away?
why can't for once i shine?

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