Have you ever?

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep at night?
have you ever thought living would take all your might?
well i didn't i knew it was true
life is so easy not for me but you
have you ever thought you would die alone?
have you ever known no one would call you on your phone?
i don't think you have because your not me
and my pain is already so easy to see
it hurts more with every friend that turns their back against mine
the pain grows deeper time after time
have you ever thought that all of your friends would leave you?
i thought it wouldn't happen to me but it did too.