Gangsta Suicide

Man this time you messed up hardcore...
It's been happening more and more....
You punched me in my face not once but twice...
Man that was a surprise...
Your a "man" you aint supposed to hit me...
Santos was as mad as can be...
He wants to fight...
But I dont want him seeing his last bit of light...
Knowing you, you'll stab him like you did me...
Carlos you're too blind to see...
Your screwing up your life...
Just put down the knife...
I don't know what to do anymore...
I'm ready to walk out the door...
I don't want to leave you behind...
I just wanna push rewind...
Make it like the old days...
All of us sitting around getting blazed...
None of that happens no more...
You turned rotten all the way to the core...
I was by your side through thick and thin..
Thats the way it should have been...
Now it's all said and done...
So I just sit here and pull out my gun...
I put it to my head...
Now I'm dead...

Please comment on this...This is something that has recently happened to me so i wrote it all down right quick...Thanks...