Its boring this tears,
all this pain.
Its boring this family who is not closed to me.
I hate myself,
I bored to live!
I don't have reason.
Why all you live if you feel like me?
Maybe someone waits me up there.
Maybe one day you will not see my face,
you will not read my words who came from pain!
I thank you a lot for let me go up there.
I will not guard you,I "ll hate you everyday,
bringing you a sadness you putt in my head!
