Discovering me

I wish a hug could solve life's problems
and a kiss could bring back the dead
and i wish i could take back
all the bad things i have said

my life's full of unfulfilled wished
dreams and hope too
and its so depressing
i don't know what to do

cannot do this
pretends nothing is wrong
when really life is tearing me up
all along

i don't know what to act as
or if i should be me
because if my poems
i express my self differently

you may not notice
but i can't be me
the real me would be different
the me i can't be

i like who i am now
no thats a lie
i wish this fake
would suddenly die

the real me is a person
who don't give a damn
the really me puts the troubles away
happy is who i really am

thats not the truth either
i gave a damn and still do
it is too difficult
hard to explain to you

the really me would never
fall in love again
the real me is the one who
something t be done.. it can

NO that can't be it
because I'm in love now
and nothing can be done
because i don't know how

the real me is a ****
who would screw for a buck
HA people screwing me
no such luck

there is no me
thats how it seems to be
WAIT I KNOW WHO I AM
I'M JANA'S B ESTIE!!!