Shes now my Angel.

Me and my friend have had problems
many we have solved
and from those problems we have evolved
into better friends and better people inside
she told me never to hide,
what i really think for my opinion matters and they needs to be heard
i looked up at her and never spoke a word.
she told me to stay strong inside
and that she knew i could accomplish anything i tryed
she said she knew id be great until the day i died
i looked up at her and smiled and i told her she would do better then i ever could
and i hope that one day she would ...
but that night hours after she had went home
my mom yelled my name and said your friends moms on the phone
she talked in such a soft voice i didn't understand a word
i finally understood one and thats all i heard.
"dead"
i repeated it over and over again in my head.
i drooped the phone and started to cry
all i could ask myself was how this could happen and why?