Dear Sweetheart

Dear my darling sweetheart,
Even as I write this it tears me apart,
I’m sorry this is the way it had to end,
But recently it became too hard to pretend
I can’t even look at my reflection
All I see is scars, there’s a large selection
My inner hate has always had the best of me
All I’ve longed for I’ve gained now I’m free
Sweetheart, I can’t see you anymore
You can probably see me silent on the floor
I’m sorry to put you though this
Out of everyone I know, only you I’ll truly miss
And I knew if is stayed, I’d only bruise
I’d have pushed you away and still I’d loose
All I care for, so I left
But, there is only me to blame for my theft
I’m sorry sweetheart one day I’ll tell you why
But for now unfortunately it is good-bye.