Trying to fill yet emptying out

by SmileeItsBritt   Dec 21, 2004


I lied to all my friends
When they asked if I thought I was fat
I said no, they believed
We left it off at that
The truth is I think I am
I restrict what I eat
Sometimes when I lose a pound
I reward myself with a treat
I don't completely starve myself
I really eat, I do
I just try not to eat to much
I now weigh 102
I weigh myself and smile
For I'm shrinking smaller down
Everyone thinks I'm so skinny
But I look at myself and frown
I want to be smaller than anyone else
I don't really care
If it effects my health
Once I'm down to 95
Or maybe 98
I'll stop myself and fix it all
My body, I wont hate

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  • 19 years ago

    by Leah20

    You didn't show me this one, was there a reason for this?!?! :-( Did you eat lunch like you promised you would today? You don't wanna black out during cheer again. Please stop doing this to yourself. I love ya Britt, I want you to get better, you're so small now, it's not healthy if you lose anymore weight you're going to look sickly and disgusting, please stop!!

  • 19 years ago

    by BloodScars

    this is what happened to me but my then all of my friends figured out what i was doing then they all left me and i lost even more weight i problly lost 20 pounds in a matter of 2 weeks then i realized what it was doing to me and my mom made me get counsling it sucked but it helped alot, great poem though hope you get over this

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