Bring Me To My Suicide

I know I made a promise to never cut again
But I knew I shouldn't have
Cause I knew I cocouldn't keep it

And it’s almost been a week
And so many times I’ve wanted to cut
So many times I could have
And even thought I should have
But I never did

I even thought
About running in front of the train
But I just froze standing alone in the rain
With the pain remaining in my heart
And your hate tearing my apart

I thought about
Taking every tablet that I could find
I pictured you in my head
After you heard I was dead
You were faking to care
With your fake f-ing tears_Rolling from your empty eyes
And your stupid lies
Would soon bring me to this
So bring me
To my suicide