On the outside you see smiles
you see laughter
you see happiness
you see a fake
on the inside you what you cannot see
i feel darkness
i feel pain
i feel emptiness
the real me
no one knows what i do at night
i sit alone crying
plotting a way out
a sacrifice of life and love
a suicide that I've become
when all the pain finally
bundles up
i cant take anymore
i need a way out
i start cutting myself
as the blood drips down my wrist
i still feel pain
i need more
i became anorexic
never to eat
everyone finally figured
what was going one
they all left me
what friends they are
if they want me gone than heres you wish
with the gun to my head
as i pull the trigger
every things gone
no life there
