Now i can be happy

Bloody tears stream down my face.
i look in the mirror.
and scream DISGRACE!!

i wonder why I'm kept in this world
all i do is want to die
thats why I'll make sure this will be the last night that i have to cry.

I walk into the garage since no ones home.
I turn on the car , shut and locked the doors & turned off the light
I sit there alone
trying to breathe.

I hear someone coming
but i cant get up to leave
my face is Turing blue now for suffocating, I am.
My dad knew what i was doing but he didn't give a damn.

My mom walks in the kitchen to hear that her car is on
she opens the garage door
to see my life is gone.

There i lay on the floor
with bloody eyes
with a note that says " I cant take it anymore!!!"

She called 911.
They say that I'm dead.
They also found out i drank bleach and lead.

They tried to see if they could revive me,
but it was too late.

Now i am dead finally !
So for now i can actually be happy.