My Love Story~IT IS A POEM

I stare at this candle as it burns so bright
Memories flood back of those long sweet nights

As I gaze I fall into such a deep trance
Of everything you said of every last chance

Times when you held me in your arms so tight
When I fell asleep in your arms, how it felt so right

Days of when my heart was filled with glee
Days when I kissed you and didn't feel like me

Hours on end at your house in your room
In my perfect world out of my house of gloom

Forgetting time existed until time came to part
Walking home without you loneliness filled my heart

Seeing you at school walking and holding hands
Set my heart a flutter no longer was life bland

These days of heaven were all too perfect for me
But I never listened to let go of you, never wanted to see

Never saw the pain you brought to my life everyday
The friendships I sacrificed just to have things my way

I was blind to all things that to me would've have been good
I wouldn't open my eyes while by my side you stood

Then that day came and out spilled those hurtful words
I didn't believe it you broke my heart into thirds...

That night I went home and cried for hours on end
Thinking of the people I lost whom called me their friend

It was going to take a while this much I already knew
I didn't expect for it to last 9 months, the pain so much it grew

One night I told myself that this would be our final strife
I actually walked to that drawer and picked up that silver knife

I called you one last time and told you what I was to do
I put that knife down after you said "I still care for you"

This story of my love is a never ending one
It will never cease it will never be done

This story will never end because then it would be a lie
Because in your words "True love never dies"