Suicide is a mortal sin
but in my heart god has not bin
the pain the suffering
the loss the crying
why give me a life i cant take
kill me god for my sake
go to hell for the life you gave me
the pain i cant set free
please forgive what I'm going to do
god if you only knew
sorry but i have to take this life
cut my wrist with my knife
the blood will flow
and ill sink below
I'm sorry i committed suicide
these scares i cant hide
watch over the people i love
I wont be up above
forgive me for i take my life tonight
i gave up the fight
as the blood appears
the pain disappears