I hate this feeling I'm keeping inside.
These places of sanction are getting harder to find.
The days are long and the nights are cold.
Yet memories wont fade or even get old.
Every night's a new dream yet still that same picture.
All about you being so happy there with her.
I was put here on this world to kill.
Not to hide away and be your thrill.
You think that I hate you and I wish I did.
You left me alone when I was just a kid.
All you left me with is blood and tears.
No one beside me to fight away all these fears.
I try to move on but this shield just wont break.
Remembering all the horrors and mistakes.
What did I do that was just so wrong?
Why did I fall for that stupid love song?
I guess I'm just childish as you say.
I'll try to move one, but just not today.
Sorry....
