I want you home for christmas on 2004 (true)

What is it like?
To be in the place you’re at?
Why can’t I be there with you?
I miss you so much….
I feel like I’m fading away

I want you home
Not a place, where wonder happens
Wonders that choose between
Life and death

And in the mean time you’re half dead
I want you here
Where we can make fun of people
Who think they are better than us

With out you beside me
They will always be better than me
You were my best friend
Now you’re half dead

Over one stupid mistake
That changed are hole lives
Please get up for me
I don’t want anything else

I just want you
To be here with me
I can’t talk to anyone anymore
Especially about my dreams

Every time I dream
It’s a nightmare about you
If I tell one person
It seems to become true

I’m not going to loose you
If you go I go
I will always obey that rule
No matter how far we go

You my brother
My bud that I refuse to loose
You have wonderful kids
Why did God choose you?

I have a special person in my life now
And your not here to meet them
This was about to come
And we’ve always known that

But why did you have to go so soon
You have a new niece
And you don’t even know her name
I miss the laughs and cries we would share

Without you it’s like my expectations
Have come to an end
I don’t care anymore
All I want is you out of that hellhole

What is it like?
To have your dream world
Come to a end?
Turn into a black hole
Where there are all rocks and stone

I want you back here
In the real world
So if you can do me one favor?
Please be home for Christmas

*this is true my brother is in a comma and I just really want him home, this is all I want for christmas, please rate and commit*