Trust

As I die here on my floor,
I have no one that will care
And when I'm all alone like this,
I feel so cold and bare

I think I am dying now,
very very slow
But I don't really care,
cause I'm feeling really low

I don't care about much,
Barely anything at all
I just want a friend,
who will help me when I call

But there are some friends,
only a few
They're so much better,
than I could ever do

But as I sit here dying,
they don't even seem to mind
They're still my best friends,
and still really kind

I want to scream,
and yell really loud
But every time I try,
I just blend into the crowd

My eyes are swollen,
and my heart aches
My stupid family,
makes it break

They can't see my pain,
or my grief
cause they can't see anything,
I hide underneath

My eyes are so tired,
and so am I
But the tears just keep coming,
and so do the lies

I realize I need help,
but I don't know what to do
Maybe someday,
I'll learn to trust you