Not such a happy ending

Deep inside my mind.
I still love you,
Theirs no break in time,
You are my only one,
its you and me together
Friends till were gone
Bound in eternity's lustful seen,
Fate will take us far.
My heart beats just for you.
Your my only one,
And you never knew.
That i stay up late at night,
Holding your picture,
Kissing the lips of life,
The life you stole,
When you left me all alone to grow,
Now i realize,
Letting you leave $#***@ up my mind,
Like a blackened rose,
I lay here dying,
With a simple note,
Covered in crimson tides,
Tears of pain smudge the ink so bright,
When you find me here,
It will be too late for you to shed a tear,
Because long ago,
You broke the girl who's light used to show,
It shown so bright,
I would light up a room with a flicker of my eye,
Now forever more,
I'm bound to the earth,
Doomed to walk alone