Alone

I look around,
but nobody is there
My friends have all left,
they don't seem to care

I try to reach out,
but have nothing to grab
I have no one around,
and it makes me so sad

The only thing I see,
is the knife in the drawer
I put my hand around it,
and hurt myself some more

But this pain is different,
it helps me to get through
It hurts in a different way,
different from you

I like the way it feels,
cutting into my skin
As the tears roll down my cheeks,
and off of my chin

People are all around me now,
standing in my blood
Everyone is screaming now,
I feel like I'm in mud

I think finally they see,
how very sad I am
And maybe now they'll start,
to actually give a damn

But I think it is too late now,
I think the time has come
I think I'm actually dying,
It's finally over and done