It's over. that's it

Hurting me
taunting me
hating me
wanting me
don't you see
this wasn't meant to be
if it was
which it's not
then it would have worked
but it didn't
it could have
possibly should have
god knows it would only end bad
leave it
just leave it
it just wasn't meant to be

turning round to me
hating me
saying you even regret meeting me
telling me to live my life
how can i live you
when you aren't around
i love you
i honestly love you
i couldn't imagine a world without you
i always have
always will
is this the way you want it to be
try looking through my eyes
seeing what i see
coming on to me
playing me
then ruining me
and sending me astray
turns my blue sky gray
ask me if I'm alright, I'm OK
I'm just not going to care one day

cuddle goodbye
just like everyone else
I'd rather die
whats the point,
why do i even try
someone show me
tell me why
every night i think of you
and cry
i hate the way my life's set out
i don't even have the voice to shout
i wonder, would i be better off without
i don't even have the right to doubt
but i still love you
every time i see you
i want to hold you
and never let you go
although i know
that you don't
you never will
and forever wont
it's over
has been for a very long while
got nothing left in me but to smile
but it's OK
just remember
i will always feel this way
and onto this day
until you decide to walk away
I'll find it in me to be OK
just remember it's over
never can be restarted
because you left me broken hearted
and from the day we parted
that was it
and although my mind has wondered
and I've come close and distant
and not always been able and resistant
i know for sure now
because you love her more now
I'm just this addition
set out on a mission
my last chance was wishing

no using me anymore
no hurting me anymore
no losing me anymore
no loving me anymore
with your love there is no cure
its over
that's it