Everything’s so blurry
And nothing feels quite right
And my head is filled with smoke
I’m losing all my sight
Can’t tell if I’m climbing or falling below
Don’t know If I’m getting better or worse
And nothing feels quite right
And everything’s so blurry
And I fear this is my last night
In this lonesome tiresome fight
There’s something very wrong
Last night I saw your face
You came to me in the middle of the night
And left without a trace
Can’t tell if I’m losing my mind or dying
Alone in this cold blood stained bed of mine
And last night I saw your face
And there’s something very wrong
And I fear I’ve lost the race
In this cold and torturous place
Pale skin won’t stop
And I’m bleeding on the floor
I’m begging these voices to stop this pain
But still they bring me more
Don’t know if I’m going to stay here tonight
I might be crying, I might be dying, I don’t know
And I’m bleeding on the floor
And my pale skin won’t stop
And I’m exposed at my core
Don’t want to live here anymore
Nightmares are alone
And they’re spinning in my head
I’m trying to tell me to stay alive
But still me wants me dead
Don’t know If I’m scratching at creations’ very core
Am I living or am I the dead… watching the living
And they’re spinning in my head
And the nightmares are alone
And I’m hanging by a thread
In this life filled with dread
For any who know what this means and how
Dirt creates a mark
Upon the souls
Of the unfortunate ones
This is what I've become and this is what I have seen
My life has become a dusty dream
