The Aftermath

Sitting here alone again,
Listening to the clock tick,
The sudden realization of being alone,
Makes me feel a little sick.

Everything happened so quick,
I am still a little confused,
I feel like I am worthless,
I feel like I was used.

What made you change your mind?
You used to be such a caring person,
You are acting way out of line,
Only to make my feelings worsen.

I can't get thoughts out of my head,
That everything seemed so right,
I'm wondering if I should just let it end,
Or should I put up a fight?

I've never given myself so freely,
To anyone in my past,
Coming from you, hearing your words,
I thought that we actually might last.

Waiting for your phone call,
Panicking through out the night,
Why did things go so wrong?
When 3 weeks ago, it was so right?

I even let you meet my daughter,
And constantly she says your name,
Ask me if we are going to your house,
And I hang my head in shame.

Not only have you hurt my feelings,
Even worse, you got her involved,
Only to change your mind,
Due to your past, you cannot resolve.

The hurt it has caused me to feel,
Is something that will last,
I'm just hoping like all other mistakes,
In time, this too will pass.