Cutter

Each day I fade
Inside of me
So I take my blade
And let the pain free

Slice my skin
Down toward the vein
Watch the knife sink in
But I have nothing to gain

It won't make it better
I know this inside
But I am a cutter
So that thought I hide

I pretend it makes me happy
Though it's not very true
So when I feel crappy
I drive my blade through

Rake back my flesh
Bringing more blood
The blood is so fresh
Over my wrist it will flood

It's like sugar
Adrenaline rush
I know it seems vulgar
But please, hush hush!

You don't know what it's like
Going on day after day
In your heart a great spike
And not getting away

Your words sting my mind
Leaving horrid red marks
You must be blind
For you can't see my scars

The pain gets too great
Something I can't hold
It must be fate
I couldn't have controlled

I take out my razor
Say my good-bye
Cut down deeper than ever
And let myself die