Waiting....Part 1

I think waiting is the hardest part,
For I have been waiting all week,
Waiting for you to finally call,
Waiting to hear you speak.

You said you were so confused,
You said that you can't feel,
The feelings you are supposed to have,
When it comes to loving for real.

All week long I wait for your calls,
Some are ok, some are all wrong,
Sometimes they don't come at all,
After waiting all night long.

I wake up in a panic,
Because I think you are here,
Then I realize that your not,
And lay back down, in my own fear.

Wanting this to have some closure,
For better or for the worse,
Wanting this waiting game to be over,
Whichever it is that comes first.

Waiting on you has become a chore,
Its a thing that I do every day,
Questions running thru my head,
Waiting on what you have to say.

Tomorrow you are supposed to call,
First thing in the morning,
Anticipating on what you might say,
Has me tied up in knots, stomach churning.

Please be nice in whatever you do,
I pray to God I'm not right,
You have the power to make me or break me right now,
Without even a decent fight.

Waiting is what I'll do till tomorrow,
Then the decision will be made,
Will you choose to keep my love?
Or will you just toss it away?