I never got to say good bye

One tear
Because you broke my heart
Two tears
Because we're apart
Three tears
Because i can't tell you the truth
Four tears
Because i don't know what to do
five tears
Because i feel alone
Six tears
Because I'm afraid to pick up the phone
7 cut's on my wrist
Because the pain is too much to bare
2 bottles of pills
Because nobody is there
One bullet
I hope not to miss
One coward
That couldn't even do this
One falliar
That doesn't deserve to be alive
I ask God for a purpose
So this way I'll survive
2 days
I've lived with the facts
3 weeks
I still can't relax
4 months
This is the end
5 last seconds
The knife is in
2 words
I wont let slip
2 hard
To leave my lips
7 seconds
Until i die
Times up
And no good-bye

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