Not my world

If this was my world
i would choose it to be
i would change my life
and make me happy

but this is not my world
as you can see
you can see
my life ain't happy

if this was my world
you would be gone
I'd get rid of you
so soon my dawn

but this us not my world
because you're still here
you still lurk in my shadow
and in light you
become really near

if this was my world
i wouldn't have fallen for you
I'd have a clear sense of mind
and I'd know what to do

but this is not my world
because you have watched me fall
i am in love with you
and you don't like me at all

if this was my world
I'd be everyone but me
i would have a choice
of who I'd want to be

but this is not my world
because i am me
my conscious and my soul
just don't want to leave

if this was my world
I'd be dead
i wouldn't have to promise those things
and have your heart to mend

but this is not my world
because i am alive
and i have kept my promise to you
my promise to stay alive.