You don't know how it feels,
you don't even know how I deal,
see you think"Oh she cuts",
but luckily for you I dont' have the guts, wish I could,
well now that i sit here and think,
i think i should,
see many attempts all failed,
you think thats good,
but if you could see the pain I go through,
you would understand why i try so hard,
you see the only way i can release this pain is to trust in you,
but most of not to tell,
for if you tell that will just make it worser, and me attempt more,
for maybe this time it will be a succesion to my depression,
to fly away and never come back, to all of the happy feelings I lack,
so thank you after all,
for I have gone, and will not return,
hopefully you will see this is right,
I really tried with all my might,
but I have failed once more,
but now I happy you see,
happy because of you and me.
