The inner sound of water

I listen to the inner sound of water
and to me it sounds like a slaughter
and the slashing and bashing as loud as you like
is the sound of getting thrown with all your might

so i listen to the inner sound of glass instead
but all its silence sounds like it dead
the silence reminds me of you laying still
and green was your favorite color and the color of your will

i shake my head and listen to the trees
it;s swaying like it's bossing me to say please
its yelling at me telling me what to do
it kinda reminds me of someone like you

i runaway and listen to the sky
the sky is telling me to go up there and die
the water wants to murder me
and the sky wants me there and leave