Too Late

I want to thank you for all the pain you put me through
My life's now a mess
I know it's not all your fault
But you left my side when I needed you most
My supposed best friend
I was by your side through thick and thin
It's been two months now
I thought I had gotten over it
But I guess I havn't fully moved on
I want you to know that it still hurts to see you smile
Cause I can't
It makes me think you never gave a damn
It feels like I was nobody
Just some other girl
Do you know how much it hurts
To hear them talk about you and the things you do
Now I turn to the razor, a knife
But I guess I did that before you left
You made it worse
My cuts got bigger and deeper
I wish I could tell you how I was feeling
and how I still am
But it's too late