I need a cigarette, I need to get drunk
To forget all this shit
my heart, it's been sunk
I don't want to feel this pain anymore
I don't want to remember that face I adore
You meant so much to me, I loved you to the core
But in the end, you made me out to be the w----
I gave all I had only to be left
I thought it was right
love at first sight
I am lost in my sorrow
without the hope of tomorrow
so I gave up my angry thoughts
they won't make you come back
they can't give me what I lack
Now all I have is a hollow soul
with nothing to fill this quite empty hole
I miss you so much you were a part of me
you're not coming back, I just couldn't see
I tried all the excuses to make you return
but it's not going to happen, I really should learn
Sadness is only what I can feel
no other emotions can even seem real
That note I gave you, you probably threw away
I should have given up that very same day
I just want you to know that I still do love you
this is all I know, believe me it's true
