I lock the bathroom door,
Behind it my secret lies
I think of all the sadness
As I blink tears back from my eyes.
I slowly pick up the blade,
And scream at myself to stop
All the anger inside me screams,
And the tears begin to drop.
The blade digs into my skin
As my wrist begins to bleed
All my pain is released through the cut,
The control is all I need.
I wish I didnt have to do this
To make myself less alone
But inside of me theres so much hate,
Its the only way to let it go.
