The End

So close, the blade touches my skin,
I’m sorry, for I’ve committed this sin,
That of which I hope to die,
I’m afraid I can no longer lie,
Now it’s time, I can only be true,
I wanted to leave, because of you,
I don’t want there to be a tomorrow,
I want to live my life without any sorrow,
Ending my life, of which I feel misery,
The blood trickles slowly away from me,
I don’t belong here, in this place,
But its something that I now have to face,
I fear for my life as I struggle everyday,
And with this knife there is only one way,
I’ll slam it down onto my vein,
Where I shall eventually release all the pain,
Cutting you out of my life forever,
Knowing one day, we should’ve been together,
And I realise, as it comes to the end,
My broken heart shall never mend,
But I shall fight for one more day,
Hoping you’ll come back, with every word I say,
I whisper to myself as I stare at the slit,
‘My life is worthless, is this really it?’
As I rest my head on my tear stained pillow,
I watch the blood run, letting it all go,
Not now, another night maybe,
The struggle continues, but only I can see,
What really happens, all this pain,
I scream as I yell, I’ll go insane,
Where the end will draw near,
With blood that now runs so deep and clear,
No-one can stop me from hurting anymore,
And with that, I will be sure,
I hope you understand, this message I send,
In which I shall fight until the very end.