Tomorrow

Maybe it was just me, all in my head,
Listening to the words I wished you had said,
I don’t want there to be a tomorrow without you,
Because we all know, that can’t be true,
You are my world, my everything to me,
But lately I have been waiting to see,
The light at the end if it all that shall guide me through,
My heart, like my wrist, bleeds each day because of you,
But for now all I can do is cry,
Wishing of how someday soon I shall die,
Watching the same mistakes I made everyday,
Hoping that one day I will be okay,
But when will that day ever come?
Judging from what I have now become,
I look down towards my blood soaked wrists,
Staring at one spot of which I have missed,
So innocent, so pure and unbroken,
Whispering the words I had left unspoken,
Maybe tomorrow will never appear,
If I keep going this way, maybe I’ll disappear,
Escape to the place without any pain,
My heart can’t go through this once again,
So tears fall from my eyes as once more I slit,
Dripping from my hand, this has to be it,
Once again I feel myself escape the jaws of death,
How could they do this to me, with nothing left,
Surely I cant keep living when all I do is cry,
Surely I cant keep living when all I want is to die,
Everyone says ‘tomorrow is another day’,
But what if I don’t want it to be that way?
Thinking if this, my eyes fall, my body numbs,
Because I know best of all, tomorrow never truly comes.