by lisette Dec 23, 2004
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
We sit and we watch the moon go down . We see the stars come out . To look into your eyes . See those stars sparkling in your eyes . To see how much I love you . How I cherish each day . We might move into different lives . Slowly riping apart from each other . But, just remember my love for you will never rip apart . One day i look into your eyes for love. But, those eyes are sullen and dark. I'm sorry for what I done to hurt you or make you mad . I just love you so much, I cry for you everyday . When your not acting like yourself . Then one day I come to school . To see everybody crying . I ask what wrong ? The guidance counselor brings me into her office . Its your mother sitting in a chair crying . She tells me you killed yourself last night . I couldn't believe it . I was in so much shock , I did the best I could to make you happy . You left me a note saying how much you love me . How you cant take it anymore , But what would I do without you . I cant live no more . Each day my heart is dieing without you . My teachers and friends are keeping a close eye on me . I go back to your house where you died . I feel you present in your room . It takes me back in time , when you about to kill yourself . I grab your extra gun , I took it the same way you did . I pulled the trigger , I did it I wanted to be with you . When you die , I die . I'm always with you to the end !! |