Infidelity's goodbye

I kissed your beautiful lips
As a tear fell from my eye
And I held you in my arms
And slowly let out a sigh

You were so sad and I took advantage of that
Only thinking of myself
How could I could I be so stupid
When I could have got up and left

I miss you only every single minute
And long for you every waking day
Always pleading with myself to stop
To help the feelings go away

I hoped I would get over you
So that my life can go on
But my spirit is slowly dying
And unfortunately, is almost gone

I am standing here in the rain
And it is starting to get cold
I need you here to tell me to go home
Because you are not the one I can hold

Tell me that you love her
And I am not the one you want
Remind me that I have love
Waiting for me at home

Tell me that you hate me
So I can try to hate you back
I have to hear those dreadful words
Even if turns my soul black

I want to see you walk away
As I stand here and fall apart
Time will eventually heal it all
And one day repair my heart.

I will always think of you indefinitely
But I will try not to cry
And for my last words I have for you,
I love you and goodbye!