Forbidden wish

I have know Christmas list this year

What I want I cant have

Its not possible to have you back in my arms

Your the only thing I want for Christmas

I just want you here

But my wish will not come true

Not this Year or the next

this is a forbidden wish unable to ever come true

My dreams of seeing you again are far from the truth

all I want for Christmas I surely cant have

You are in heaven and thats were you will stay

I'm forbidden to see you until the day that I die

But from now to then Your all I'll ever want for Christmas

Thats all that will ever appear on my Christmas list