I want

I want to fall asleep,
to never awaken.

I want to be touched,
but never shaken.

I want to close my eyes,
to never see again.

I want to finish,
but to never begin.

I want to fall down,
to never recover.

I want to love,
but to never a lover.

I want to dive in,
to never re-surface.

I want to loose,
but never to be lost.

I want to say words,
to never be spoken.

I want to be hurt,
but to never be broken.

I want to believe,
to never be true.

I want to be loved,
but to never love you.

But I do.....

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