Once again

As I watch my life fade before my eyes I drag a blade across my skin and pray for the courage to push harder.....once again.Then I watch the blood stream like a river flows and tears run down my face and I know that what I have done will be my end result one day.....once again.WHY CANT YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING,CALLING,BEGGING,PRAYING,URGING YOU TO SAVE ME!!...I NEED YOU KNOW.....once again.

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